Friday, November 26, 2010

Always in the Garden

What must You think
when you see how he makes me
doubt me,
makes me
doubt You?

Every day is like the first day
I am
paralyzed by the knowledge

And
I am always in the garden
falling

You formed,
prepared,
equipped me

But
just a little lie
can make me doubt me
can make me doubt You

You set me on the solid Rock
how can it be that
I am always in the garden
doubting?

So nothing's changed
I guess
it was always
all about
trust



Maggie Rayner